Monday, January 24, 2011
understood!!
there so many things just so hard for my mind to comprehend..perhaps i need a guide book to live my life or something..one of the most confusing thing was why cant i be happy the whole time..i mean i had joy and fun i laughed for an hour but predictably the next thing that will happen to me is emoness,sadness..the problem is i do not know the source of my problem or where exactly the problem that existed..at least i realise a minor problem which is i need to i repeat with caps lock NEED TO forget sth in the past..err no point asking if i had forgotten i wouldn't been saying it here..i dislike city life =.= if i have a choice i would like to be born 100 years ago excluding the wars and stuffs that might get me killed..perhaps in a place where there is a river(clean one) with a bridge above and everyday i pass by the bridge i could stand and look at the river even better if i could see sunset + the river..hmph i want a hill to behind my house or maybe my school or just anywhere near that i can reach lol..ohh then may be i could go up the hill and look at stars at night or i would just camp there with a campfire..hm should i go camp myself or ask a group to join? well it wont happen anyway xD why think so much..even if i got all these things i wonder how long will it keep me happy
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wow..at some point you simply speak my thoughts.
ReplyDeletei need to learn magic man...so i could erase my memory anytime i want.
so you got mood swing problem too! see.
but anyway, i need to caps lock this: CHEER UP!