i dislike my way of writing i mean its so hard to read in a paragraph i will change it next time to point forms

understood!!

there so many things just so hard for my mind to comprehend..perhaps i need a guide book to live my life or something..one of the most confusing thing was why cant i be happy the whole time..i mean i had joy and fun i laughed for an hour but predictably the next thing that will happen to me is emoness,sadness..the problem is i do not know the source of my problem or where exactly the problem that existed..at least i realise a minor problem which is i need to i repeat with caps lock NEED TO forget sth in the past..err no point asking if i had forgotten i wouldn't been saying it here..i dislike city life =.= if i have a choice i would like to be born 100 years ago excluding the wars and stuffs that might get me killed..perhaps in a place where there is a river(clean one) with a bridge above and everyday i pass by the bridge i could stand and look at the river even better if i could see sunset + the river..hmph i want a hill to behind my house or maybe my school or just anywhere near that i can reach lol..ohh then may be i could go up the hill and look at stars at night or i would just camp there with a campfire..hm should i go camp myself or ask a group to join? well it wont happen anyway xD why think so much..even if i got all these things i wonder how long will it keep me happy

Salt

ok this story is different from the movie k..this salt i meant it for cooking
~my life it is just like cooking..sometimes i put too much salt..it tastes okay but the next day i will get ulcer
~or sometimes too little the food lost its tastes
-i mean if i had been hang out with friends too much it feels fun at 1st but it costs and argument happens later on
-if i don't socialise i would had ended up sleeping and rotting at home most of the time
well if you ask me is life simple my answer will be yes
but if you ask me is life fun here is the answer: it is fun when fun time and it is boring when boring time

Hais

one moment everything seems so smooth till until a call spoiled my day...to be continued

ERROR

hahaha interview today ler friend..i went kfc to have my branch coz i am going for a job interview then sk came for the same purpose...coincidently we met kenny(old frees) at kfc waiting to go cyber cafe..err life sux with just maple and talking nonsense with friends ==''..ok cut the crap, after my meal sk and i went up to kumon sit for 2 mins then the boss(i think) of that place came and gave us a small exam paper..urgh we were only given 15 mins to answer 30-50 questions mostly simple maths but kinda weird since we were too used to the casio 570..ok times up!! i went in 1st he asked me to introduce myself err so i crap for 2 mins..then he starting to filp my certs and explain about our job..the way he talks is as if we already got the job but i don't wanna put up high hopes..coz the higher u hope the harder u fall..then its sk's turn... my old classmate was there so i went to say hi and founded out she will be leaving soon..tomorrow my friends alvin going interview i really hope all of us get the job ^^ my hearts were actually pumping faster than usual when i took the test and the interview..overall it was a fun day the rest of my time were meant for sleeping..good night :)  

Slow and steady win the race =)

err this is suppose to be my church camp experience too bad i din take much photos..at 1st day we gathered and talk nonsense..later we began praying ohh we got a worship team with guitars,drums and singer to cover up certain not-so-nice voices some ppl even jump about during prayers perhaps they are excited i just feel annoyed..erm to me my god is different from their god thou we pray the same one..i know i ain't making sense..Almost forgot i was called silent bomb partly because i am silent most of the time but when i give ideas and make jokes it works..saw those last 2 photos? that was how they dress ppl up and mine got champion ==''(i am not proud of it)..there is one station in a game where we are suppose to break or melt a shirt that had frozen into a cube..i somehow got irritated and punch the shirt to break it..zzz i m so violent afterall the camp was nice =) however i just cant be feeling like to share about GOD to others

Happy New Year!!!
i will train both my mind and body this year to be fitter and smarter
i will try my best to not judge ppl by looks ;)
i will lessen my outdoor activities
i will sleep 8 hours a day(usually more)
i will help out my friends and church whenever possible

special message to hui yee: i wish you all the best in your work!!

A Story

when x was a little boy he wonders why everything everyone is so tall.. he often feels unfair that adults have more strength more wisdom..but as time passes x turn into adult but wishes to return as a kid to happily live everyday life

-heh i miss my life a child if i can magically turn back to a child
Good consequence:
1)i will be a genius witout effort
2)i will get to play day in day out
3)i wont emo and ppl around me also will not emo
4)no stress

Bad consequences:
1)i might be cane by mom
2)i will be a freak with F6 knowledge
3)no ppl to mix with (different frequency)
4)ohh scienctist might dissect my brain or preserve it ==''

anyway it will still be nice if i could go back as a kid for a day..ciao