there are many types of ppl around us..all showing different characters in their life ..some people lose hope in all thing they wanted..some gain hope in things they wanted but lost something they treasure at the same time..there also ppl who keep pursuing dreams that will remain as a dream..i m category 1 for now...i am plain tired of my daily life i just wanna rest now...everytime in things i do..there is a hope but then things always got screw up in the end at crucial moments..this is not the 1st time and i wager it won't be the last..anyway i got 2 options:

1)to live a pathetic life happily
2)to live a pathetic life sadly

i choose 1(for now) hope its lasts =)<<fake smile