Should i believe in praises?

it is all about expression when it comes to socialising...i think i know what to say just by looking at ppl's face well somehow there are just lotsa ppl who thinks i m interesting like i m some kinda entertainer..well it is not bad to be an entertainer so i just live my role..walking down a street that day i actually saw u pretty looking guy hey what the hell man..i simply cant stand a man who lost their pride maybe different ppl just have different view..i simply dont like it thats all no hard feeling just my own thoughts..then i saw a case in tv that day erm i know you thinking about japan no it is nothing to do with japan..it is about a boy who suicided after his girl friend broke up with him..i seriously think ppl like that are stupid hm yes i am that MEAN of a person just accept it..i mean don't that boy think about the other ppl who cares for him..the father of the boy says he never fail to cry every single night..well maybe i never really fall in love before hence i dunno what is the importance but get real la..its not like thats the only one girl in the world =.=..eh i think many might be offended by my blog this time..i apologise if u are offended but this is my point of view and i do not regret saying this i mean typing this.

THE END

i know i know i ain't any poet but i like this~

When the war of the beasts brings about the world’s end The goddess descends from the sky Wings of light and dark spread afar She guides us to bliss, her gift everlasting.  Infinite in mystery is the gift of the goddess We seek it thus, and take it to the sky Ripples form on the water’s surface The wandering soul knows no rest.  There is no hate, only joy For you are beloved by the goddess Hero of the dawn, Healer of worlds Dreams of the morrow hath the shattered soul Pride is lost Wings stripped away, the end is nigh.  My friend, do you fly away now? To a world that abhors you and I? All that awaits you is a somber morrow No matter where the winds may blow My friend, your desire Is the bringer of life, the gift of the goddess Even if the morrow is barren of promises Nothing shall forestall my return.  My friend, the fates are cruel There are no dreams, no honor remains The arrow has left the bow of the goddess My soul, corrupted by vengeance Hath endured torment, to find the end of the journey In my own salvation And your eternal slumber Legend shall speak Of sacrifice at world’s end The wind sails over the water’s surface Quietly, but surely.  Even if the morrow is barren of promises Nothing shall forestall my return To become the dew that quenches the land To spare the sands, the seas, the skies I offer thee this silent sacrifice.

this is copy paste..i dunno who got the copyright with who so don't sue me pls..tq

i must blog cuz i just got back my confiscated modem

-my mum took my modem away from me for 2 days T.T..well life is not too miserable without internet but it feels lacking of sth right?
-well i am extremely happy that i'm born in the place and time without war..haha why? i just realise i suck at shooting after a paintball game..hehe lol it feels scary a little when i'm in the "battle field"
-i think i try to live a happier life i tried smile more..laugh more..hais i can cheat others but not myself(like some movie dialog =='')
-i think i'm partially disconnected from the world
-i'm very touch when i see my friends concern about me
-at least my smile and laughter is not entirely fake now
-though i look miscible with anyone i do hate certain ppl i just don't tell out
-and i do like someone of course also won't tell out
-nature is beautiful but i hardly find a person who who think so..actually i don't think i know anyone who likes nature erm sad case

muscle pain..till next time i not sure there is next time or no..shud have la

there are many types of ppl around us..all showing different characters in their life ..some people lose hope in all thing they wanted..some gain hope in things they wanted but lost something they treasure at the same time..there also ppl who keep pursuing dreams that will remain as a dream..i m category 1 for now...i am plain tired of my daily life i just wanna rest now...everytime in things i do..there is a hope but then things always got screw up in the end at crucial moments..this is not the 1st time and i wager it won't be the last..anyway i got 2 options:

1)to live a pathetic life happily
2)to live a pathetic life sadly

i choose 1(for now) hope its lasts =)<<fake smile

i totally lost my spirit i just can't feel happy anymore...i hate myself for being so stupid

BM for fun

seperti biasa kehidupanku dilitupi kebosanan yang tiada terhingga..keseronokan untuk meluangkan masa bersama kawan hanya berkekalan seketika..masakan beginikah keadaan saya sehingga ku melangkah ke menara gading?! walaupun kehidupan ini tidak membawa kesedihan, masalah seharian tetap wujud dan kegembiraan boleh dikatakan terhad..setelah lama termenung teringat pula zaman kanak-kanak di mana ku ketawa kebanyakan masa dan teruja hanya dengan menonton kartun..adakah ini kerana sikap tamak yang semakin membesar di hatiku..maka ku berdoa dari hati ke tangan dan dari tangan ke dalam blog ini agar keceriaan seharianku dapat ditingkatkan walaupun hanya sedikit,,,sekian~

paiseh bm not good don't condemn my structure i didn't study bm 2 years d

Back to basics!!

maybe mr chua(my boss) shud learn the meaning of punctuality he said 1.30 but came at 2.15...and guess what  he said timing is very important booooo..but he is still a good guy ermm friendly not bossy type of boss..overall he has good personality(for now) and i hope it lasts..i took my second test today lol why this work got so many test eh =.= thank goodness i have a friend with me so i dont really feel so bad for 1st day..err i learn to do addition for fraction(in a faster way) and i was helping my newly known friend to mark a child's paper..the working is all over the place(in the paper la) i need do treasure hunt to find his answer..i get a free mango juice thou.. but i rather get a real mango too bad certain kiam siap ppl just refuse to get me one haha jking jking k la look forward for a better day tomorow :)

Ps:this blog is story mode so i can't write in point form